1. If these words reach you ... Israel has succeded in killing me

2. you can stick with it

3. I''m smiling.

4. Men suck at maintaining friendships

5. Sometimes nuance is bad actually

6. i spend too much time thinking about time

7. Allow me to introduce the two-sentence journal

8. To the guy using Yandex Browser to read my blogposts

9. Good recipes

10. Should I Admit This?

11. My San Francisco Hair and Makeup Artist

12. Making Sense of "Logical" People

13. Romanticizing an Ordinary Sunday

14. National Book Lovers Day

15. Cocoa and her Favorite Car Booster

16. What makes you feel like a kid again?

17. The Darkness You Choose, The Darkness that Chooses You

18. social media "content"

19. Taming the Feed: Cutting Back on YouTube and Late-Night Browsing

20. The GPT-5 Launch Was Concerning

21. I Don''t Read Your Email Threads

22. Introducing Me!

23. The Fundamentals Still Matter

24. About JC and this Blog

25. weeds in the garden

26. Blaugust...?

27. the horror of too many readers

28. Digital hygiene: Notifications

29. Write like nobody''s watching

30. New music woes

31. it comes and goes

32. 塔

33. Ethical AI is harder than you think

34. Writing Through the Quiet Season

35. Reclaiming My Life from Technology: Stepping Back from the Algorithm

36. false expectations

37. Do Nothing

38. Our San Francisco Wedding Photographer

39. Embarcadero, San Francisco CA

40. My Adventure in Going Back to Android

41. Why are games scary?

42. At least eight of you weirdos will love Johnson Squared

43. Blaugust (2025), Round 2

44. social media is like cigarettes

45. war never changes

46. relapsed into social media

47. I got married yesterday!

48. Why your vibe coded app only works in your head

49. Why "good first issues" are usually not good first issues

50. my month of movies

51. recently

52. never comply

53. too much social media

54. zine club

55. Go''s race detector has a mutex blind spot

56. What are They Carrying?

57. defeatism antidote

58. "Why don''t you make art anymore?"

59. Get a digital space

60. the history of digital piracy: how we got here

61. "the internet is forever"

62. When Your Family Forget About Your Birthday

63. I am 48 Today

64. Optimizing Flappy Bird World Model to Run in a Web Browser

65. open source hackathon 2025

66. dear diary

67. embarrassment is the price of entry

68. mama i''m coming home

69. Computational Tyranny

70. Saiyaara - Review

71. I belong in a museum

72. The Urge to Flee is the Call to Stay

73. Nothing fucking works anymore

74. My Love-Hate Relationship with My Hair

75. taking the scenic route

76. An Experiment in Creative Ex-Lax

77. hello,

78. Entertaining myself to death

79. re: what does the indie web need right now?

80. why do people in france read books everywhere?

81. hot people read poetry

82. your desperate writings

83. The Art of Being Tired, Young, and Emo

84. the end of an era

85. I''m rebelling against the algorithm

86. trying to be everything. will i become nothing?

87. I''m am Twat, I was told

88. My Experience With Claude Code After 2 Weeks of Adventures

89. Numbers from my recent job hunt

90. How I accidentally got into Atlan

91. Switching to Obsidian

92. Five Years Later

93. i''m tired

94. Imperfect Perfection

95. AI Art communicates nothing

96. ANOTHEREAL Summer Update 2025!

97. You Keep Calling it Chaos. What if it’s Just You?

98. midsummer classic

99. "Real Traders Don’t Post Online"? Wrong!

100. bearblog customization tips

101. Programming Language Theory has a public relations problem

102. Daily notes considered harmful

103. Creating a personal wiki

104. Can we just have the news?

105. Minimalism is a Cult

106. LLM prompt superstitions

107. On Doing Hard Things

108. finding meaning with a friend

109. events vs. privacy

110. Teen Angst & the Rules We Broke

111. Welcome AI Crawlers

112. Being nostalgic for the past isn''t the answer

113. Eggshell stickers

114. an update on things i''m working on right now

115. its ok to have a normal job

116. Berbagi Tema Bearblog

117. Who are You Without the Next Thing to Do?

118. my smartphone died and I''m not replacing it

119. gender anarchy

120. Understanding Rust’s Memory Model

121. time is wet / dive in old fish

122. looking back on high school, one month after grad.

123. is it goodbye, fluoxetine?

124. what i have stopped / started doing

125. You Are Not Tired. You Are Distracted

126. Week Notes 064

127. How to Network as an Introvert

128. My junk email is someone else''s sick note!

129. Hello! Another new home for this blog

130. I’m making art and the world is crumbling

131. When in doubt, Go for a Walk

132. Setting constraint

133. things i don’t like about my job right now

134. help! developing a zine for trade

135. Learning JP #12 - Japanese Compendium

136. Dark/Light Mode Toggle on Bearblog

137. What if This is it?

138. the value of giving stuff for free

139. The Beach

140. adventures in zine-making (for you)

141. Music is such a beautiful thing

142. Politics in the Weirding Way

143. Bye Spotify

144. Digital hygiene: Emails

145. You don''t actually need to be good at anything to blog

146. Been using Beets

147. Please, don''t use "AI" to translate your game

148. We''re making a videogame!

149. Learning to Live

150. 226. Fully in my cocoon mode while the job market tanks

151. Lego - I am confused

152. Favorite Amtrak pictures

153. (a) cohost postmortem: life after death

154. I Just Want to Make Sure I’m Real

155. [trade] how i embrace my inner child

156. There is a point to Tom Bombadil (or how I approach lore)

157. email is pretty cool

158. Semoga bahagia selalu ya!!

159. doing the rotten work (i''m the rotten work)

160. Just Grass

161. i used to be a blinkist user

162. Micro thoughts from the week

163. the first days of summer

164. learning piano is FREAKING hard

165. Learning JP #11 - Last exercise, bye routine!

166. The Bitter Lesson is coming for Tokenization

167. i like getting older

168. notes on a heatwave

169. new toast button

170. Touching the back wall of the Apple store

171. What if Everything You Were Told About Happiness Is Wrong?

172. It takes a village

173. DNS Server in Golang (dizer)

174. you don''t need a grand life to blog

175. the definition of insanity

176. Are LLMs ''useful''?

177. zines screens

178. i want to hear from you! (misu readership survey)

179. Leaving Prop Trading Was the Best Thing I Ever Did

180. introducing: preserve unsaved changes on bearblog posts

181. Learning JP #10 - Rough schedule. Slow, but not stopping!!

182. It might be for you, but you''ve yet to think of me...

183. the future of online creators

184. online attention

185. i am glad i am leaving the house

186. The Tonitruator is Leaking Again: On writing setting terminology that you can take seriously

187. I like being trans

188. #5: The afternoon existentialism pill

189. oh no, i’m thinking about a VPS again

190. your life is not a prequel

191. Is it too geopolitically insane to promote our videogame?

192. Context Collapse: I want to kill Thomas Ligotti

193. 75 My Way Recap

194. Why have I stopped writing?

195. In Pursuit of Prep Serenity

196. Compiler optimization options - memchr and ripmemchr case study

197. What I Learned From a Story that Didn''t Work

198. Had a very crazy day

199. I met my sister for the first time

200. Why Comment Sections suck - re:I want to comment on your blog post

201. Chevelle Restoration - Part 6

202. Frequency Illusion, am I crazy?!

203. Levelized cost of resources in benchmarks

204. am i too self-aware?

205. getting really into a "dead" rhythm game in 2025

206. On Comfort Zones & ''Style''

207. gone with the lather

208. this blog has a smell

209. Debunking the Unsafe C myths part 2

210. Learning JP #09 - RTK Deck & update on updates!

211. you only live once

212. something to come back to

213. What are You Not Learning, Afraid to be Seen Learning It?

214. is blogging romantic?

215. The State of Nats #4: It is here again

216. loneliness and bird songs

217. LA is great!

218. The Version of Trans That No One Talks About Anymore

219. are you a high, agency individual?

220. Palimpsest RPG Design

221. my blog discovery spree

222. Recollecting Hailey

223. what i have been up to recently

224. Logic vs. Emotions (T vs. F)

225. new rss feed feature: subscribe openly

226. Ending Psychorape: Ritually Rewilding the Psychosubstrate

227. 本来没有我

228. let''s blog like it''s 2004

229. Learning JP #05 - Similar days & Worksheets

230. The Great List of OD&D Games

231. Promises Between the Lines

232. When we stopped reading

233. Highly efficient matrix transpose in Mojo

234. tomato, tomato

235. the past few months

236. a year on Bear

237. confessions of a Murakami girl

238. How I Use AI

239. Will Bear change? (edited)

240. Permission to Be Wrong About What You Want

241. Please, clean your moka pot

242. My BEARy First Anniversary

243. On social media and community

244. Learning JP #02 - Kana completed

245. We survived the train!!

246. I Got Sexually Assaulted Two Weeks Ago

247. questioning the dedication

248. india square (journal sq, hoboken)

249. You’re the One Making This Heavy

250. The State of Nats #3: It continues

251. Male Loneliness and Lazy Takes

252. my first attempt at iOS app development

253. Youtube user comment history tool (20Bs comments archived)

254. checkboxes are for multiple selection and radio buttons are for single selection

255. is this... adulthood?

256. can''t be sick if you''re not awake

257. Kagi Convinced Me

258. I was a writer for a month

259. Breaking Up with Minimalism’s Purity Culture

260. Bear blog after 1 year

261. An Ode to 2003

262. 5e Classes as Cairn Backgrounds

263. I Like Your Blog If...

264. Heart Stopping News

265. the plane i am on

266. Nerding out about heaters

267. A first update on powRSS

268. Lilo & Stitch

269. dear benji

270. Down the Rabbit Hole

271. Eggless makmur cookies

272. Eggless custard cookies

273. Eggless sugee cookies

274. The Three Kinds of Money

275. Week Notes 058

276. day104 - goodbye

277. my open tabs

278. Reclaiming Power from Fear

279. Minimalism - Not for Me

280. First time on bear blog....

281. God unable to find a single Bajan who can explain why nobody indicates at roundabouts in Barbados

282. I made a public feed aggregator. Share your blog!

283. Barbados Water Authority rushes to newly-paved section of ABC Highway to damage it as much as humanely possible

284. The Rabbit Report

285. Barbados government eager to forge closer ties with highly corrupt African countries

286. The Barbados government asks the Central Bank how much extra inflation they can cause which can safely be blamed on Donald Trump

287. a year of blogging

288. Bajan complains after being asked politely to stop vending from a front yard owned by a foreigner

289. Queen Elizabeth hospital reduces waiting times to a world-record low of 18 hours

290. The Central Bank of Barbados stockpiles Lay''s Chips ahead of the 20% tax hike on salty products

291. Bridgetown renamed ''Miatown'' in honour of Mia Amor Mottley

292. i applied for a leave of absence at my day job.

293. Heartsick Radio circa 2003

294. 225. Misplaced my spark

295. Caesar''s Last Breath

296. Anonymity Is Fun

297. Before Anyone Said it was Allowed

298. Female friendships

299. LLM function calls don''t scale; code orchestration is simpler, more effective.

300. An Open Letter to My Body (and an Apology to the Public)