1. Semoga bahagia selalu ya!!

2. doing the rotten work (i''m the rotten work)

3. Just Grass

4. i used to be a blinkist user

5. Micro thoughts from the week

6. the first days of summer

7. learning piano is FREAKING hard

8. Learning JP #11 - Last exercise, bye routine!

9. The Bitter Lesson is coming for Tokenization

10. i like getting older

11. notes on a heatwave

12. new toast button

13. Touching the back wall of the Apple store

14. What if Everything You Were Told About Happiness Is Wrong?

15. It takes a village

16. DNS Server in Golang (dizer)

17. you don''t need a grand life to blog

18. the definition of insanity

19. Are LLMs ''useful''?

20. zines screens

21. i want to hear from you! (misu readership survey)

22. Leaving Prop Trading Was the Best Thing I Ever Did

23. introducing: preserve unsaved changes on bearblog posts

24. Learning JP #10 - Rough schedule. Slow, but not stopping!!

25. It might be for you, but you''ve yet to think of me...

26. the future of online creators

27. online attention

28. i am glad i am leaving the house

29. The Tonitruator is Leaking Again: On writing setting terminology that you can take seriously

30. I like being trans

31. #5: The afternoon existentialism pill

32. oh no, i’m thinking about a VPS again

33. your life is not a prequel

34. Is it too geopolitically insane to promote our videogame?

35. Context Collapse: I want to kill Thomas Ligotti

36. 75 My Way Recap

37. Why have I stopped writing?

38. In Pursuit of Prep Serenity

39. Compiler optimization options - memchr and ripmemchr case study

40. What I Learned From a Story that Didn''t Work

41. Had a very crazy day

42. I met my sister for the first time

43. Why Comment Sections suck - re:I want to comment on your blog post

44. Chevelle Restoration - Part 6

45. Frequency Illusion, am I crazy?!

46. Levelized cost of resources in benchmarks

47. am i too self-aware?

48. getting really into a "dead" rhythm game in 2025

49. On Comfort Zones & ''Style''

50. gone with the lather

51. this blog has a smell

52. Debunking the Unsafe C myths part 2

53. Learning JP #09 - RTK Deck & update on updates!

54. you only live once

55. something to come back to

56. What are You Not Learning, Afraid to be Seen Learning It?

57. is blogging romantic?

58. The State of Nats #4: It is here again

59. loneliness and bird songs

60. LA is great!

61. The Version of Trans That No One Talks About Anymore

62. are you a high, agency individual?

63. Palimpsest RPG Design

64. my blog discovery spree

65. Recollecting Hailey

66. what i have been up to recently

67. Logic vs. Emotions (T vs. F)

68. new rss feed feature: subscribe openly

69. Ending Psychorape: Ritually Rewilding the Psychosubstrate

70. 本来没有我

71. let''s blog like it''s 2004

72. Learning JP #05 - Similar days & Worksheets

73. The Great List of OD&D Games

74. Promises Between the Lines

75. When we stopped reading

76. Highly efficient matrix transpose in Mojo

77. tomato, tomato

78. the past few months

79. a year on Bear

80. confessions of a Murakami girl

81. How I Use AI

82. Will Bear change? (edited)

83. Permission to Be Wrong About What You Want

84. Please, clean your moka pot

85. My BEARy First Anniversary

86. On social media and community

87. Learning JP #02 - Kana completed

88. We survived the train!!

89. I Got Sexually Assaulted Two Weeks Ago

90. questioning the dedication

91. india square (journal sq, hoboken)

92. You’re the One Making This Heavy

93. The State of Nats #3: It continues

94. Male Loneliness and Lazy Takes

95. my first attempt at iOS app development

96. Youtube user comment history tool (20Bs comments archived)

97. checkboxes are for multiple selection and radio buttons are for single selection

98. is this... adulthood?

99. can''t be sick if you''re not awake

100. Kagi Convinced Me

101. I was a writer for a month

102. Breaking Up with Minimalism’s Purity Culture

103. Bear blog after 1 year

104. An Ode to 2003

105. 5e Classes as Cairn Backgrounds

106. I Like Your Blog If...

107. Heart Stopping News

108. the plane i am on

109. Nerding out about heaters

110. A first update on powRSS

111. Lilo & Stitch

112. dear benji

113. Down the Rabbit Hole

114. Eggless makmur cookies

115. Eggless custard cookies

116. Eggless sugee cookies

117. The Three Kinds of Money

118. Week Notes 058

119. day104 - goodbye

120. my open tabs

121. Reclaiming Power from Fear

122. Minimalism - Not for Me

123. First time on bear blog....

124. God unable to find a single Bajan who can explain why nobody indicates at roundabouts in Barbados

125. I made a public feed aggregator. Share your blog!

126. Barbados Water Authority rushes to newly-paved section of ABC Highway to damage it as much as humanely possible

127. The Rabbit Report

128. Barbados government eager to forge closer ties with highly corrupt African countries

129. The Barbados government asks the Central Bank how much extra inflation they can cause which can safely be blamed on Donald Trump

130. a year of blogging

131. Bajan complains after being asked politely to stop vending from a front yard owned by a foreigner

132. Queen Elizabeth hospital reduces waiting times to a world-record low of 18 hours

133. The Central Bank of Barbados stockpiles Lay''s Chips ahead of the 20% tax hike on salty products

134. Bridgetown renamed ''Miatown'' in honour of Mia Amor Mottley

135. i applied for a leave of absence at my day job.

136. Heartsick Radio circa 2003

137. 225. Misplaced my spark

138. Caesar''s Last Breath

139. Anonymity Is Fun

140. Before Anyone Said it was Allowed

141. Female friendships

142. LLM function calls don''t scale; code orchestration is simpler, more effective.

143. An Open Letter to My Body (and an Apology to the Public)

144. how to navigate the indie web

145. crushmon.com and other updates

146. Feel Great Naked, After You Unlearn What Made You Try

147. Supernote Nomad: My Digital Journal & Typewriter

148. social media detox

149. Super Creepy Laptop Ad

150. AI is killing the open web. Who can stop it?

151. Being True to Myself

152. when your mom needs a website but only knows google sheets

153. A lightly edited post-anxiety attack stream of consciousness thing

154. Its started to grow on me

155. Bluesky Comments Fixed

156. Why Do You Blog?

157. I don''t know how to be a sister

158. AI is terrible and I''m sick of pretending it''s not

159. On Resurfacing Old Posts

160. Starting Life on a Thursday: Permission to Skip the List

161. Why me?

162. I Infiltrated the Corporate Caste System (And You Can Too, But You’ll Hate It)

163. If nothing is curated, how do we find things?

164. Throwback Thursday 035 - Moonrise in DC

165. Why I''m forcing myself to write this post

166. Where Perfectionism Exists, Shame is Always Lurking

167. How to Make A Dungeon

168. INTRO

169. Do Something, Even When the Future''s Still Loading

170. To my previous love, you are like bread.

171. I wrote 100 blog posts in 100 days and I don’t know what to feel (Or: I know you don’t give a fuck, but I do)

172. It''s 2025—Why Are Banks Still Getting Authentication So Wrong?

173. you [might not] have a better time if you just stay at home

174. Write to Your Past Self

175. What gets trending on Bear Blog

176. Flipping Off Fear: Training for the Unreasonable Life

177. Our bookshelf will be smaller than we think

178. online diaries are the inverse of making friends in person

179. What comes after LLMs?

180. i built a type script game

181. Reviewing Every Single Top 50 BearBlog post [May 11th]

182. pandemic reflections

183. oh deer

184. (sick of) screen-only intimacy

185. I worry too much about what other people think

186. A Not NOT Unhinged Change(log)

187. time and place

188. son of none.txt

189. What does "N***a Heil Hitler" mean?

190. Pulling the Plug on Fear’s Fog Machine

191. Taking a Pause

192. Don’t be a -1

193. I can''t understand Apple''s Critical Alert policy

194. Marathon (Closed Alpha)

195. What comes next?

196. I am the average of my five closest people. What if three of them are AI?

197. Rest entertainment

198. Moderation.txt

199. Moss

200. Fuck Digital Minimalism and Every Sanctimonious Blog Post That Comes With It

201. i got married!

202. With Every Choice We Die a Million Deaths

203. Side note: it''s fun to be on the tinyweb and that this is a thing!

204. If You Can’t Be Bothered To Write It, I Can’t Be Bothered To Read It

205. Welcome to ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ Bear

206. blogging in isolation

207. A Decade of Us

208. My Minimalist theme for bearblog and why I use it

209. So I''m transgender

210. Your email can make someone happy

211. At Home At Bear (And It''s All Your Fault)

212. read zines

213. Always check the code - Fasta benchmarks game

214. lil prints and two original paintings

215. I have endometriosis and I''m scared

216. I know it somewhere deep

217. Goodbye Mastodon

218. I''m so tired of AI

219. You should care where art comes from

220. introducing reddit reality check • rrc.fyi

221. It''s ok to sometimes feel miserable as a parent

222. Farewell

223. the club and the kitchen short poem

224. Nazis With Good Manners

225. Vibe coding MenuGen

226. Two roads diverged (S vs. N)

227. i love you!.txt

228. Love who you are more than what you do

229. Earn-it-Backward: For Artists and Builders Who’d Rather Get to Work

230. what are we even doing here? (forest hills, murray hill)

231. Why I Love the Simple Internet

232. A Fundamental Misunderstanding of How People Work

233. Finding Yourself

234. Hibreak Pro: Android 14 GSI Release

235. I Saw Bryan Johnson''s Boner Graph. It Ruined Me.

236. Mitata - a beautiful benchmarking tool

237. another side quest

238. Welp good night folks! I think this is the end of my academic career

239. i built a thing for vinyl lovers

240. Finally did the custom domain thing

241. tastekeeping

242. Good frames don’t save bad paintings

243. why i wont be vibe coding anymore

244. only when the lights are off short poem

245. The Cars Drive Themselves Now And I Can''t Feel Anything

246. What I''ve Learned on the IndieWeb

247. I’ve Spent a Lifetime Making Myself Smaller and I HAVE to Stop Before I Disappear (or “How Buying an Oversized ‘Everyday’ Bag Was a Revolutionary Act of Space-Taking Defiance”)

248. showing up

249. happy with my bear blog setup

250. forever howlong by black country, new road

251. Who knows who we''ll become

252. My Dev Workflow: 2025

253. leaving social media and it''s effects

254. Here’s what I mean when I say I’m a romantic at heart

255. Tiny Islands Brings Me So Much Joy

256. Weaponising Silence

257. jealousy et al. as a form of communication

258. OKOLO POLUDNYA!!!!

259. How to read more

260. A Decade in Game Localization

261. Deleting the Dead

262. My Jaw Is Shrinking And My Balls Are Full Of Plastic

263. actually sitting through a whole movie

264. My Name is Sebastian, and I Am a Discoveryholic

265. Permission to Eat Weird: Nine Weight‑Loss Ideas on Your Terms

266. Website Manifesto

267. Re: Why I don''t want to have kids

268. Bring Back RSS Feeds to Browsers

269. hypocrisy

270. I Built an AI Girlfriend And It Ruined My Life

271. gratitude for education

272. I Will Not Hide Who I Am

273. 50 States of Folklore - Georgia: Lake Lanier''s Hidden Graves

274. Stop Whining by Arnold Schwarzenegger

275. How I Accidentally Triggered A Hacker News Manhunt

276. I was a child, dealing with complex things

277. Yes, I will have coffee with you

278. Week Notes 052

279. Going paperless

280. it may not just be the damn phone

281. re: I Hate The Person Linux Turns Me Into - I''m sorry, but you''re holding it wrong.

282. Thank you for reading

283. Archive

284. Re: I’m Part of the Problem

285. I Hate The Person Linux Turns Me Into

286. Vancian Casting is Good, Actually

287. A Reddit Bot Drove Me Insane

288. self-hosting bearlytics on easypanel

289. Healing From The Need to Heal

290. A Person with a Blog

291. Getting Screamed At

292. quick thoughts on job interviews

293. the armchair of great blogging

294. Just keep writing

295. Contemplating The Online "Face"

296. I don''t know how vulnerable to be online

297. Ignorance is Bliss

298. april showers

299. being your own best friend

300. Hi. I''m Terrified, Creatively Constipated, and Existentially Angsty as Fuck. And I''m Judging Every Word of This Post. And It''s Not What I Want It to Be.